Ｏ Ｉ ｗａｎｔ ｔｏ ｋｎｏｗ Ｙｏｕ ｍｏｒｅ

Just the time I feel
that I’ve been caught
in the mire of self.
Just the time I feel
my mind’s been bought
by worldly wealth.
That’s when the breeze begins
to *blow, I know the Spirit’s call.*
And all my worldly wanderings
just melt into His Love.

Oh, I want to know You more!
Deep within my soul I want to know You,
Oh, I want to know You.
To feel Your Heart and know Your Mind,
looking in Your eyes stirs up within me,
cries that says I want to know You
Oh, I want to know You more.
Oh, I want to know You more.

When my daily deeds
ordinarily lose life and song,
my heart begins to bleed,
sensitivity to Him is gone.
I’ve run the race but set my own pace
and face a shattered soul,
But the Gentle Arms of Jesus
warm my hungering to be whole.

Oh, I want to know You more!
Deep within my soul I want to know You,
Oh, I want to know You.
And I would give my final breath
to know You in Your Death and Resurrection,

Oh, I want to know You more.
Oh, I want to know You more.
Oh, I want to know You more…

Ｓｉｇｎ　ｏｆｆ
Ｈｉｓ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ｓｈｅｅｐ

九月十三日

兩個曾經相愛的人.如果有了相反的夢.分開以後.還能記得些什麼­?

是相遇時的驚心動魄

是相愛時的甜美時光

是爭執時的錐心刺骨

還是分手時最後的祝福

在說分手後 搬家那天  收拾房子 打包回憶

對女主角 是百感交集的一天

對每個愛過的人 是永遠記得的一天

“
“记得” 阿妹

His little sheep

Remember me by David Harkins

Do not shed tears when I have gone
but smile instead because I have lived.

Do not shut your eyes and pray to God that I’ll come back
but open your eyes and see all that I have left behind.

I know your heart will be empty because you cannot see me
but still I want you to be full of the love we shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live only for yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of what happened
between us yesterday.

You can remember me and grieve that I have gone
or you can cherish my memory and let it live on.

You can cry and lose yourself become distraught
and turn your back on the world
or you can do what I want – smile, wipe away the tears,
learn to love again and go on.

I can’t go on. I must go on. I’ll go on.

Sign off
His little sheep

Matthew 9:27-29

Alright, back to English because I　ｆｉｎｄ　ｉｔ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｔｙｐｅ　ｉｎ　ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｅｃｔｉｏｎ．

Ｖ２７－Ｗｈｏ　ｔｏｌｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｌｉｎｄ　ｍｅｎ　ｗｈｏ　ｔｏ　ｆｏｌｌｏｗ？　Ｈｏｗ　ｄｉｄ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｏ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｍａｎ　Ｊｅｓｕｓ　ｉｓ？　Ｔｈｅｙ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｃｒｏｗｓ　ｃａｗｉｎｇ　ａｗａｙ　ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　Ｌｏｒｄ　ｗａｓ　ｇｒａｃｉｏｕｓ　ａｎｄ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｔｏ　ｈｅａｒ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｐｌｅａ．
谁告诉盲人这位是耶稣？他们为何能跟从？他们如乌鸦的烦，但耶稣没有赶走他们，放而肯听他们的恳求。

Ｖ２８－　Ｈｏｗ　ｄｉｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｌｉｎｄ　ｍｅｎ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｈｏｕｓｅ　ｔｏ　ｅｎｔｅｒ？　Ｗｈｙ　ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｗｎｅｒ　ｃｈａｓｅ　ｔｈｅｓｅ　ｂｌｉｎｄ　ｍｅｎ　ａｗａｙ？　Ｄｉｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｌｉｎｄ　ｍｅｎ　ｋｎｅｗ　ｗｈａｔ　Ｊｅｓｕｓ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ？
盲人为什么知道进哪一间屋子？主人为何没有赶他们走？盲人知道耶稣会为他们做什么东西？

Ｖ２９－　Ｎｏ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｈｏｗ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｆａｉｔｈ　ｂｕｔ　ｒａｔｈｅｒ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ａ　ｓｉｍｐｌｅ　ｂｅｌｉｅｆ，　ｔｈｅ　Ｌｏｒｄ　ｂｌｅｓｓｅｄ　ｔｈｅｍ　ａｃｃｏｒｄｉｎｇｌｙ

不是因为他们多大的信心，而因为他们信就得福了。

＂Ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｆａｉｔｈ　ｂｅ　ｉｔ　ｕｎｔｏ　ｙｏｕ＂　Ｊｕｓｔ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ａｎｄ　Ｇｏｄ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｌｅｓｓ　ａｃｃｏｒｄｉｎｇｌｙ．

Ｈｉｓ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ｓｈｅｅｐ
Ｋｅｎｎｅｔｈ

九月四日

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。
有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。
有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。
有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。
有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。
有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。
有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。
一转身可能就是一世。
说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。

没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。
于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。
即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。
也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。
很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也是不想再想起。

我不為明天憂慮

回想童年時候　不知道什麼叫憂愁
隨著年歲增多　煩惱也跟著多
許多人忙忙碌碌的追求　卻沒有平安喜樂
再多憂慮也改變不了什麼
你看天上飛鳥　快樂自在翱翔
你看野地的花　如此美麗芬芳
慈愛的天父會養活牠們　牠們就不必煩憂
我們也當像牠們一樣
把重擔都卸給主　我不為明天憂慮
天父知道我雖不好　但他卻仍垂顧我
他醫治我的創傷　他同情有的軟弱
我知道我主掌管明天　我不為明天憂慮

八月二十三

终于今天到来了，虽然依依不舍，但世上没有不散的筵席。今天妹妹要到美国去读书了。我现在一个人在房间，留着眼泪，决定在送她时，不要哭而坚强的送妹妹走。
我现在在想，今年可能是我活着，流下最多眼泪。一次是当我的老姨过世的时候，另几次是跟朋友分散的时候，好几次是在唱歌的时候，留下许多眼泪，悔改的时候，留下的泪真的是数不清。人们说我是很冷淡的人，但若一个人明白我的时候，是完全两回事。很多晚上，我无法入眠，很有可能因为被朋友的话或行为被影响到。在他们的面前，我通常不会说或做出任何事，因为我很不喜欢因为一时冲动而做出伤害其他人的事，我会把一切带回家，当一个人的时候，静静的烦恼和沮丧，有时若受不了，就会各一天请病假。
今晚，当我独自一个人写下这个刚想，神提醒我这首歌，让我回想上帝为了我们，看着我们的虚弱和失败，不知伤了他的心数次，让他为我们流下无数的泪，但因为爱，永远的关心，爱护我们。

He was there when the stars were hung
He was there when the sun was set ablaze
He was there when the rainbows were coloured
He was there when man was made alive.

You were there when on the tree He hung
You were there when the sun shut out its light
You were there when the cross was stained with blood
You were there when He gave up His life.

No longer just a past
But now it’s here with me
Believing saving faith
Binds my soul with Calvary
And when my heart can’t find its place
I know He’s always here
The promise of living in His care

When life should cease
My sight fails finally
That’s when by faith I’ll see
Hope becomes reality
I know with Christ I will be
No longer the need of hope
Cos I’m with Christ
Faith Reality.

神的小羊

珍惜与遗憾

在这几天，当生命到了一个阶段，我问我自己在这个世上，什么东西会在让我有极大的影响，什么会让我感伤，不知不觉就想到这两个字，珍惜和遗憾。

世上人生命如花，
有他起有他落流。
有他喜乐他忧愁，
生命就如此美完。

在他个个天过程，
人会有不同经验，
有他爱他乏味时，
会让人做些选择。

很多时候生命中，
我们可能轻视时，
把那些关怀方式，
不断的不管藐视。

虽然人还是关心，
但神也给人们脚。
让他们在无意中，
静悄悄的离你起。

当失去的时候中，
当到无法挽回时，
当人已经不纯在，
遗憾也已经太迟。

人生是短处的路，
要珍惜眼前的人，
不要以为有明天，
因为这是大谎言。

世上的天长地久，
只有两种的记忆。
就是快乐的珍惜，
或永久苦累遗憾。

神的小羊

八月十八日

今天我终以做个选择，用华语来写下我的感想。
这几天在寻找自己的时刻，我领悟到了怎么把一切放开，不是因为我被逼，而是因为上帝吩咐我如此。放开喜欢的东西不是简单的事，尤其当那个东西你在心上放如此的精神和时间。可能我是比较有情的人，所以要做下这个决心不是容易。让这个感想做我心中的话。

回忆是个非常恐怖的东西，
是我们无法控制无法领悟。
时光会在忙碌中的漂流着，
人也会在时流黄老而离去。

回忆会在我们不想的时候，
在每一步每一个节奏时刻，
经过那些熟悉的地方画面，
让我想起那些美好的时光。

若我说我从来没有想起你，
我是一个说谎的大欺骗者，
但是每一次已到这个时刻，
在眼泪中狠狠的把它打碎。

爱个人从来不是简单的事，
要爱就全心全力的爱下去。
勇敢的把全部的一身换去，
爱的人的幸福和他的安全。

但当该放手的那个时候，
就要勇敢的放开这一切，
因为你爱某个人的时候，
你会让他自由和他幸福。

虽然这时刻会有伤感，
虽然还是会关心他人，
但现在只有勇敢前进，
不会坐在灰尘中苦累。

我还是会偶尔想起你，
想起散场的那个拥抱，
这个选择可能很自私，
但因为爱我终于放手。

上帝的小羔羊

All I really need to know I learn in kindergarten(Robert Fulgam)

All I really need to know I learned in kindergarten.
ALL I REALLY NEED TO KNOW about how to live and what to do
and how to be I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not
at the top of the graduate-school mountain, but there in the
sandpile at Sunday School. These are the things I learned:

Share everything.

Play fair.

Don’t hit people.

Put things back where you found them.

Clean up your own mess.

Don’t take things that aren’t yours.

Say you’re sorry when you hurt somebody.

Wash your hands before you eat.

Flush.

Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you.

Live a balanced life – learn some and think some
and draw and paint and sing and dance and play
and work every day some.

Take a nap every afternoon.

When you go out into the world, watch out for traffic,
hold hands, and stick together.

Be aware of wonder.
Remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup:
The roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody
really knows how or why, but we are all like that.

Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even
the little seed in the Styrofoam cup – they all die.
So do we.

And then remember the Dick-and-Jane books
and the first word you learned – the biggest
word of all – LOOK.

Everything you need to know is in there somewhere.
The Golden Rule and love and basic sanitation.
Ecology and politics and equality and sane living.

Take any of those items and extrapolate it into
sophisticated adult terms and apply it to your
family life or your work or your government or
your world and it holds true and clear and firm.
Think what a better world it would be if
all – the whole world – had cookies and milk about
three o’clock every afternoon and then lay down with
our blankies for a nap. Or if all governments
had a basic policy to always put thing back where
they found them and to clean up their own mess.

And it is still true, no matter how old you
are – when you go out into the world, it is best
to hold hands and stick together.