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July 8, 2009

Another day in “Sleepy Woods”

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Nope, not talking about maple story here. (Gave up on it when it crashed my laptop)

Have been pretty tired these few days. Refusing to give myself to sleep when I want to sleep.  Guess there is a lot of things troubling my mind at this point of time. Guess that is what we call the negative impact of stress.

As I clear my table yesterday (yup I finished clearing), a lot of things flashed through my mind. On one side I wished I could turn back time but on the other, I wanted to move on. Guess that’s the controversy in life. (Thanks to my kids in MFSS now I am put in this little dilemma)

3 more weeks to NIE. Trust God and His goodness for His perfect will and plan.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.Matthew 6:34 =)

His little sheep

Kenneth

June 18, 2009

God bless the broken road

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Today I finally found time to go catch a movie. I was thinking which movie to catch. After some consideration, I decided to watch  “Hannah Motana”. I would say it was worth the money. There were many songs which I liked but the one which had a ringing effect was “God blesses the broken road”.

I love the line “God blesses the the broken road”. It reminds me that in the journey of life, it is not like everyday is a smooth sailing day. There are times where things become really upsetting, so many setbacks in life and even times where we break down in tears.

It just brings me back to a passage to 1 Corinthians 10:13 “There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.” Even the going gets tough, the tough should get going.  We should never give up and keep on going. I know we have heard this so many times but it is apt “Failure is the mother of success”.  Let us move forward

God blesses the broken road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love
Along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
I wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn’t see how every sign pointed straight to You

That every long lost dream
Led me to where You are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into Your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to You

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I’d like to have them back again
And give them all to You
But You just smile and take my hand
You’ve been there and You understand
It’s all part of a grander plan
That is coming true

That every long lost dream
Led me to where You are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into You loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to You
Now I keep rolling on into You loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to You

Sign off

His little sheep

April 15, 2009

As I prepare to face tomorrow…..

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Tonight, I was really thankful to God for the message. Before going for the meeting, I was really troubled because tomorrow is a big day and I really don’t know how to face tomorrow. So many lessons, with some of the classes which I have a bit of prblems and to top it up, a lesson observation from my maths HOD. To be honest, for the past weeks, I have been really escaping from it. Not intentionally but the thought of it somehow got me really ill. But after hearing the message from brother Roy Hill, I know in Whom I trust and He will be my guide. This hymn really came back to me and was really a comfort to me and really what my heart cries out.

  1. Day by day, and with each passing moment,
    Strength I find to meet my trials here;
    Trusting in my Father’s wise bestowment,
    I’ve no cause for worry or for fear.
    He, whose heart is kind beyond all measure,
    Gives unto each day what He deems best,
    Lovingly its part of pain and pleasure,
    Mingling toil with peace and rest.
  2. Every day the Lord Himself is near me,
    With a special mercy for each hour;
    All my cares He fain would bear and cheer me,
    He whose name is Counsellor and Pow’r.
    The protection of His child and treasure
    Is a charge that on Himself He laid;
    “As thy days, thy strength shall be in measure,”
    This the pledge to me He made.
  3. Help me then, in every tribulation,
    So to trust Thy promises, O Lord,
    That I lose not faith’s sweet consolation,
    Offered me within Thy holy Word.
    Help me, Lord, when toil and trouble meeting,
    E’er to take, as from a father’s hand,
    One by one, the days, the moments fleeting,
    Till with Christ the Lord I stand.

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His little sheep

March 28, 2009

If tomorrow never comes…

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Back from the Sec 3 level camp. Was really a good camp. Tiring but meaningful.

After a term of continuous working, mingling with a lot of issues and meals with really good friends, reflecting on those things, with of course a lot of obstacles to overcome, I guess I can say God is good all the time even though I failed Him over and over.

As I reflect back on the things that have past, there are things that I am grateful to God for even though I don’t say it

1. For the opportunity to be in Mayflower Secondary School as a teacher.

2. My beloved 1A 2009. My very first Maths class.

3. 3C 2009 which I am really proud to be a co-maths teacher for a term.

4. All the secondary 1 and 2 music classes.

5. Meaningful relationships (students-teacher, colleagues, etc) formed.

6. My dear cadet band =D

7. Dinners with M and R. Thank you dears, you have really been wonderful company to me.

8.  My Da Jie- Chelsea.

9. Definitely my family (Granny, Dad, Mum, Uncle and mei) and god-sisters (H, P, etc)

10. All my friends

11.My cute tuition kids for being my alarm clock on Saturdays

12. My youth group (JB). You guys really rock!!!

13. My CEP group

14. And most importantly, You Lord. Thank you. Without You,  I won’t be even here typing.

I guess there are also painful lessons learned within these 3 months but I will not dwell too much on those. I am thankful for the thorns but don’t wish to bring it up as it is not really edifying.

For the question “If tomorrow never comes….”,

1. I would really cherish those around me much more. I was never born to accumulate riches or to earn fame. I was born to know Jesus Christ as my Saviour and learn to love not only God but those around me.

2. I would really want to have this knowledge that close to me would know the Savior.

3. I would pray and do my best that all my children and family would be taken care of.

As my time is short, one prayer is that my time on earth will not be of quantity but of quality.

(Speaking of which, better get my lesson ready by tomorrow evening or else it is going to be one hectic week -_-)

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His Little sheep

March 19, 2009

Are holidays really holidays?

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This is the one week holiday and guess what… I am sitting at my desk. Ok, fair enough, I am a slacker to be writing my blog but that is after 3 days and 1 hour of continuous marking and file checking. Yawn…. Anyway, I will be going out to play soon. Have to clear my mind because tomorrow’s One Voice Concert. Looking forward to meet my friends tonight.

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His Little Sheep

January 20, 2009

Paying the price

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3rd week back in school, somehow I really am learning lessons.  Really, cannot let my guard down. For those classes I didn’t my eye on, they become really chaotic. For those which I set the tone right, things get through. Though things get tiring, classes get rowdy, hope is out of vision, etc, I guess it’s not the time to quit but really to press on for the Lord and not lose this compassion (though now blurry) I really have for my students. Need to make sure I teach the subject effectively across and they will get through their Secondary school life happily and peacefully.

Sign off

His Little lamb

November 12, 2008

What really matters

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As I was going through the book of Matthew, I pondered about this phrase, “Be ye perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect(Matthew 5:48).” I also thought about how the Lord really through Matthew 1-15 had the word compassion used at least twice with the Lord.

It was good to just be able to read some books from Towzer because really challenged me really hard. One thing that strike me most was one thing he mentioned Christians today are like soldiers slacking off, hiding behind the rocks and just satisfied sniffing off an wiltered flower. I know it sounds offensive but if you come to think of it, it does make sense.

When we first accepted Christ, many of us were like “Yes, I will do a lot of things for Christ, etc”. But as time pass by, as different things come along, we tend to be just happy sitting around in church, singing the hymns, listening to the message, read through the bible study and comment here and there, etc. Maybe get a wife, have children, earn a living and stop there. Maybe help out a bit of evangelistic event, etc and end there. But really, is that perfect that God wants us to stop there or a disillusion standard we set for ourselves?

How many of us are still thristing for the Word of God and always eagerly searching it as we did before or have we reached to a stage where devotional books are good enough substitute for the pure Word? Has the once fervent prayer of dependence on God become a chore that we just go into the ritualistic prayer? Has our worship and rememberance of the Lord Jesus Christ return into a shadowing thought that we go aimlessly saying “Thank you Lord for dying on the cross” without really meaning it? Has the “Forgive me Lord” sound so empty when we never change? Brothers, if any of symptom is true, it is really time to go on our knees and repent and ask God to heal us from this fatal spiritual disease.

Guess as one puritian wrote The Lord Christ in His prime age could have done so much in His life. But because of His love so great, so immense, He gave His all for the mankind which should deserve nothing but hell.  Can we like the hymn writer echo and express the chorus from the bottom of our hearts

“O! the deep deep love of Jesus, Vast, unmeasured boundless free!

Rolling as a mighty ocean in its fullness over me!
Underneath me, all around me, is the current of Thy love
Leading onward, leading homeward to Thy glorious rest above!

O the deep, deep love of Jesus, spread His praise from shore to shore!
How He loveth, ever loveth, changeth never, nevermore!
How He watches o’er His loved ones, died to call them all His own;
How for them He intercedeth, watcheth o’er them from the throne!

O the deep, deep love of Jesus, love of every love the best!
’Tis an ocean full of blessing, ’tis a haven giving rest!
O the deep, deep love of Jesus, ’tis a heaven of heavens to me;
And it lifts me up to glory, for it lifts me up to Thee!”

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His little sheep

November 3, 2008

What will it be now?

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Opps, press the enter key too fast.

There has been something about me I really need to change. It is the rash attitude I have. I tend to rush into things or/and conclusions and end up messing up every thing.  This few days, in the staff room, guess what I have been doing was catch up on my reading and also youtubing (+ fb-ing). Another thing I have to break is a bad habit. Really need the Lord to help me with that. Will share the 3 wounds by Towzer I read today in school. Really meaningful.

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His little sheep

October 27, 2008

Summers days, summer night =D

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K, holidays started. Happy =D =D But as teachers, we still need to go back till 14 November. Well, the week has been ups and downs. Guess 1 Cor 12 is my encouragement for the week.

Signing off

His little sheep

October 9, 2008

End of secondary 1-3 paper

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0943- Mr Chua: “You have 15 minutes left, please write your name, index number and class on every piece of work. Please write your calculator model on the front page.”

0955- Mr Chua (Whisper): “3 more minutes, 3 more minutes.”

0956- Mr Chua (wags 1 finger), ” 1 more 1 more”

*Drum rolls* literally, from the students

0957- Mr Chua: “Times up!”

Class: “YAY!!!!!!! Woo hoo!!!!!”

Mr Chua: “Wah so happy arh, keep your volume down while I collect the paper.”

0958- Student: “Thank you teacher!!!!”

“Mr Chua returns paper”

Haha, today is the final day for the Secondary 1-3 final exam. Haha, so paiseh, all of them go and and shout and disturb the next class. But guess, tt’s normal human reaction. =)

I guess when Christ comes, the YAY(from the saints) will be much louder. =D

Sign off

His little sheep

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