Haiz, how?

Well, I really don’t know. It is like a pile of things happening at the same time when I am at my most vulnerable period. YGN, career initiation, IPT, etc, it may seem not really connected but all these add up to time I need to set aside. Another crucial decision at this stage is whether to get attached or stay single. Really the waiting process for the Lord’s answer is good, no doubt, but very stressful as I really don’t know what is His will for me. Well, haiz, I don’t know la, get the YGN and other things settled first and let God through time guide me to the path He has set for me.

Well, ya, there’s someone who I really like but don’t know whether she is the one. The thoughts really drives me sleepless for nights. Haiz, don’t know la. Trust in God bah.

Sign off

His little sheep

Cast all my cares upon You, Lord

Week of events just going by like that. Briefing by MOE, elderly lunch, movie with the boys, etc. The week that passed, I also re-watched the first two parts of LOTR. There were really lessons indirectly I learned. As we move in this pilgrim’s pathway, it is really important to have friends who really care for us and to walk in this pilgrim’s journey. There are many trials, many worries, but as scripture, cast all your anxiety on Him. It is really true. No point keep worrying about tomorrow for it is still today. If the sparrows, just mere insignificant creatures, can be so well taken by the Creator of the universe. what more men?

我 不 知 明 天 将 如何,

或 遭 穷 苦饥饿,

但那位看顾麻雀者,

他必 然也看 顾 我,

他是我旅途的 良友,

纵 遭 遇各 样灾害,

我 救 主 必与我同在,

他宝血把我遮盖.

有 许 多 未 来 的 事 情,

我 现 在 不 能 识透,

但 我 知 谁 掌 管 明 天,

我 也 知 谁 牵 我 手.

His little sheep

He looks like …. a man

Has been a while I blogged. What has Kenenth been up to lately? Guess that is one question a lot of graduates faced after graduations. Hearing the woes of both the one who started work and the one who continued studying, I guess the bummer should be the last one to complain. However, this is not really true. When waiting for my job to start in September, I really understand the to stress on one who is at home and finding ways to occupy his free time. Attending musicals, visiting the library (don’t ask why), rearranging scores, etc, those are some of the bloc that really can occupy my time, but what about the rest? Guess for me, I am trying to keep my daily discipline, like praying and reading the word of God. But as I study, I asked myself, do all these things work? One thing I do fear is that all these turn into nothing than mere rituals. However, after attending last weeks seminar, work as worship, one thing is turning everything we do to do it for His glory.  It is not easy so I really need to continue to rely on God’s strength to make it happen and must start as the familiar saying goes, you will never know whether it works unless you start trying.

His little sheep