终于今天到来了，虽然依依不舍，但世上没有不散的筵席。今天妹妹要到美国去读书了。我现在一个人在房间，留着眼泪，决定在送她时，不要哭而坚强的送妹妹走。
我现在在想，今年可能是我活着，流下最多眼泪。一次是当我的老姨过世的时候，另几次是跟朋友分散的时候，好几次是在唱歌的时候，留下许多眼泪，悔改的时候，留下的泪真的是数不清。人们说我是很冷淡的人，但若一个人明白我的时候，是完全两回事。很多晚上，我无法入眠，很有可能因为被朋友的话或行为被影响到。在他们的面前，我通常不会说或做出任何事，因为我很不喜欢因为一时冲动而做出伤害其他人的事，我会把一切带回家，当一个人的时候，静静的烦恼和沮丧，有时若受不了，就会各一天请病假。
今晚，当我独自一个人写下这个刚想，神提醒我这首歌，让我回想上帝为了我们，看着我们的虚弱和失败，不知伤了他的心数次，让他为我们流下无数的泪，但因为爱，永远的关心，爱护我们。
He was there when the stars were hung
He was there when the sun was set ablaze
He was there when the rainbows were coloured
He was there when man was made alive.
You were there when on the tree He hung
You were there when the sun shut out its light
You were there when the cross was stained with blood
You were there when He gave up His life.
No longer just a past
But now it’s here with me
Believing saving faith
Binds my soul with Calvary
And when my heart can’t find its place
I know He’s always here
The promise of living in His care
When life should cease
My sight fails finally
That’s when by faith I’ll see
Hope becomes reality
I know with Christ I will be
No longer the need of hope
Cos I’m with Christ
Faith Reality.
神的小羊
