As I stare into my wallet, it is not so much the coins that are making my wallet heavier but the keys that are in my wallet. It is not only the physical weight but the weight on my heart. Ya, now I have more keys to the church which means, anything goes missing or wrong, I am most likely to be the culprit.
It’s the 2nd week in campus and pressure is starting to build up. I thought this shouldn’t be the case for final year students, but it seems to be the way for us. But seriously I have to tell myself, to not lose focus. I have been not able to keep focused. Just a little jingle on my hand phone trinket can make me lose focus for 15-20 minutes which is not good. I need to really wait upon the Lord. Yesterday when the lightning flashed across my very eyes, my mind was on the very passage in 1 Kings 19:11-12, of the still small voice of the Lord. It was really comforting because I needed it at this time where everything in school seem to be collapsing right before me, i.e. my final year project and my heart is really not in tune seriously. I need time to recheck, re-evaluate , realize repent, and resolve the things in my lives. Really need God to guide me through this process.
His little Sheep
Kenneth
