I just will miss CF…..

Tonight is the last CM and the first and final AGM for myself. Once again, I broke my principle to attend the AGM. I was there because I just wanted to be with people I love and care for. But the sharing was good. In the gospel services, are we being born again and again, or are we like the stars in the sky, shining for our Lord and our God, bearing the testimony before our friends? I really enjoyed talking with Sueanne on my way back. I don’t know but it just that, I find she gives a very mature way of answering questions from a Christian who has just entered into the work force and what she experienced, was the thing I had been going through this semester, leading a group in a corporate project. Shine as stars!

Twinkle twinkle Christian stars,

Shine for God in where you are.

Think of Christ who was lifted high

Bring forth His love across the sky

Twinkle twinkle Christian stars

Shine for God in where you are

Thoughts

“A man’s heart deviseth his way, but the Lord directeth his steps. ” Prov 16:9

My quiet time was mainly from Jeremiah this week. I really loved the words “I will not let you go entirely unpunished.” which constantly appeared (Jer 30:11) Yes, this week I have actually had a departure from the Lord (Not reading His Word, leaving Him out of the picture) but thank God for His chastening. Really, without His chastening, I would wake up and go back to my QT. Really He chastise me in love and I am really thankful for it. Heb(12:5-6). It is really amazing to see even though the people who God knows will eventually disobeyed asked for solution to their problem, God gave them the solution but yet, men went against the rule and suffered the consequences. I guess God gave us many ways to go, but do we accept? As I go through two big knots in my life and pray, I really pray I will have an undivided heart and just do as the Lord tells. To be honest, I am really afraid and literally trembling because, not only FYP is liken to a house on fire, I am assigned as a group leader to a subject which I already have an obstacle in my heart. But I shall trust in God.

Our God is mighty to save

Everyone needs compassion
A love that’s never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations
Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine your light and let the whole world see
We’re singing for the glory of the risen King…Jesus

Think?

A new year, a new beginning as one would say. No, I didn’t really have a good week. Not because of others but more due to my own actions.  There were a lot of things that God was telling me from my daily reading from Jeremiah and Psalm 1) To have an undivided heart(Psalm 86:11), 2)to not forget the way He answers and 3) to not boast of anything but in God and God alone for His kindness, justice and righteousness(Jer 9:23-24). With meetings and a choir gathering/ thanksgiving last night, there were a lot of thoughts, like “how to start this youth voices”, “what is next after graduation”, etc. But I guess as one good aim for this year is to stabilize myself(that includes getting a job) and to shine in every corner God puts me.

Sign off

His little sheep